As a child, I had no
choice when it came to attending Sunday service because whether I liked it or
yes, my Parents would ensure that I went to Church with my siblings and that
was every blessed Sunday, whether it was raining cats and dogs or the Sun was
beating sweat out of every person; the only thing that would make me not to go
to Church with them on a Sunday was if I was on hospital admission and that was
very very rare because my Mother took steps to ensure that we did not get sick.
However when I turned 18
and out of the House, I "revolted". I did not believe that attending
Sunday service made me a better Christian than those who did not so I did not
see it again as an obligation to be performed by me like a ritual.
I started attending Church
services only for occasions like wedding, baptism, confirmation and the
harvests and all that; most of the time though I would even go late.
Then something devastating
happened to me (details next time) and took my faith with it. I did not go near
any Church again, sometimes even talking about God was an issue because I
wondered if He really existed, why did He allow that to happen to me?? you know
all those questions that never really get answered!!!!
So for almost a year and
some months, I would hang out on a Sunday morning with some "friends"
doing stuff and sorts.
During the period I was in
Egypt, one of my better friends used to come around and invite me for programs
and all that in his Church, of course I never gave him my ears; at a point I
asked him to stop coming around me; he never listened but kept coming and
talking to me about Church.
One evening, he came again
and asked me what I had against God and His Church, I told him that it was
personal and that I did not wish to share it with anyone. He informed me that
whatever it is or was, that there are other persons who have suffered worse
fate but who know that God was always there for them and they have never kept
away from coming to Church.
I allowed myself to be
convinced, so the next Sunday, I followed him to his Church. He was quite happy
about it, but I just went so as to help him have a testimony; it turned out
that I was to be the one with the bigger testimony.
My Friend's Church have a
time slotted for Members Testimonies in the course of the Service and so at the
time appointed, members indicated and came forward to give the testimony of how
good God had been to them.
One of the
"testimonials" apparently dealt with my case, the man had recounted
how he passed through the desert, went to Egypt, came out to Jericho and then
God found him and brought him to Jerusalem.
I was lost for words
because I had never shared my pains with anyone not even my Parents but someone
was just recounting what I passed through and claiming them to be his own.
After the service, I
sought him out and asked him if he really passed through all that; he gave my
friend and I an appointment to meet up with him in his house and he would show
us all the evidence. We did that and lo and behold he spoke the truth.
I was convinced beyond all
other shades of opinion that God had actually spoken to me through that man's
testimony and so I decided to pick myself up from where I was and to walk in
God's Way and Will.
At 20, that which was
devastating to me at 18, became a bowl of pounded yam which I demolished with a
delicious plate of onugbu soup because this time, God's Hands were in it.
Since then, I have not
looked back; I not only attend Church, I got involved in service in the Church
from Guild of Stewards to People's Warden; I am a Patron of a number of Church
Groups including the Anglican Youth Fellowship; I established a number of
Church based Young Men's Christian Association; became a Life Member of the
Full Gospel Business Men's Fellowship and today I have also been Knighted by
the Lord Bishop of Ikeduru Anglican Diocese as a Knight of St. Christopher.
So, if I ask you that
question, is going to Church really important? what will be your own answer?
For me, it is a capital
YES
When you find yourself in
the presence of God in the midst of His Congregation, you would know that
irrespective of what you have passed through or currently passing through, you
are not ALONE
Hope this message has
spoken to someone
Have a great day
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I love these words
ReplyDelete"When you find yourself in the presence of God in the midst of His Congregation, you would know that irrespective of what you have passed through or currently passing through, you are not ALONE"
We are never alone. He promised that He would ever be with us and He always keeps His promise